No More Looking Back

This is what it is. Life has changed and I must learn to accept it. To reminisce(sp?) is all right once in a while, but to fall into the pit in which one wallows in the past is not. I've made up my mind and chosen a path, and I need to stick to it. No matter how appealing the other side is, I know that it's bad for me. No more going back, I need to stay strong and stand by the choices I made.

That guy is not getting back into my life that easily, is he even returns at all. It doesn't matter how many times he messages me or how many of my pictures he comments or how many times he offers me his ipod, no way. I'm putting my foot down and I won't let myself change my mind. No no no !!! As one of my best friends Caitlin told me, I know what he's capable of and that he's good with mind games, so I shouldn't even falter. I better not fall into that trap of his again.

Anyone reading this better not let me either :) I'm going to stay strong, I plan to. But if I even falter for a bit or start to, then someone needs to slap some sense back into me. Either that or stand in my way with both of your arms out and barricade me from breaking my resolve. I'm starting a new year and I want to be strong. No more with me being a shy pushover. If I want to talk to someone, I will. And if I want to say no, then I'll say it. No more.

And so, I humbly request your guidance....