Headfirst Dive in the Works of my Days

Here we go 2009, you deal me my drama for the year.

I learn a few things about my friends and close friends that worry me and it's time to deal with it to make sure that things all end up ok when things are all said and done. Right now, it's a tight situation, but we'll see. The right thing isn't always easy, but it's what needs to be done, I just need to remember that.

On comes finals this week, so who know how stressed I am going to get? I'm not too worried, since only 4 are comulative, and I'm only taking 2 of the 4 seriously, so it should be fine. The other 3 are a normal test being counted as the final, so that shouldn't be too hard of a change of pace.

Here comes this workload in which I must dig my way out of...and then life consumes me again in a natural fashion. Beloved Mondays that start the week off wonderfully. Hectic Tuesdays that go by long because of Barkada and Confirmation evenings. Quick Wednesdays that always mark the middle of the week where I settle down a bit. Too soon Thursdays in which I rush to make the day last before the week ends. Oh no Fridays where I always try to make the time last, but it never works as such.

And then those short weekends that I jam pack with work. That's my life right now. Just add drama that goes down in between the breaks and you got me pegged!

But nonetheless, I am growing. My resolutions this year are many, difficult, but not impossible. I can do them! And I know that some of them are being fulfilled. I'm moving on and forgetting the past. And I'm making bonds stronger, in little ways. I think writing notes will help me do that. So I'm writing everyone I can think of a note, be on the look out for them! I do wish to make it all stronger, so that it'll be harder to let go. Masochism? Call it what you shall, but it's my way of being happy and living fulfilled.

My routines might seem the same, but the approach has changed drastically. This time, I want to be happy. I will be happy. Sometimes, I'm going to be the top priority and then I'll act for my happiness for once, and be happy! I'm going to be happy! Yes,indeed! And so...I request that you choose to make yourself more prominent in my life so that our bonds may get stronger.