Look, I know. We're very very good best friends. But out of all of it, we're far apart, as well. Out of all of it, we know the least about what goes on in each other's lives. We only know through others. But it wasn't always like that. Before, it was all equal. But it changed, and i'm pretty sure that it's my own fault for drifting. My own damn fault for wrecking another good friendship. This one's still intact, but at the seams. Like something hanging on by a fine thread.
I know it's not as good as it once was and I don't like it. But it's my own fault.
This isn't how it is. What you think right now really hurts me, because I'm not capable of that. Is it just you being blunt or are you really serious? Is it some form of retaliation?
I don't know. It just hurts. But maybe I deserve it. Deserve it just like all the other hurts that come along with broken friendships
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