Questioning Myself

I have no idea why life is full of such fickle ideals

Because no one being ever knows what it really feels

The way we walk and talk put on a grand show

truth is, we really don't know where we want to go

We just keep on trudging like we're so great

but in the end, it's all left up to fate

silly human beings, we try to understand

but don't you know, it's God that has the upper hand?

I don't even know why I should even try

because in the end, all i do, will barely get me by

I have no idea what I'm getting into right?

Yes.

I have no idea why I'm considering this.

Right.

I have no clue what I really want to happen.

Absolutely.

I have no firm standing.

Not at all.

There's no chance that I can pull this off.

Not even one in a million.

So what the heck am I doing?

no clue whatsoever.

Am I going to follow what I feel?

maybe.

And will this turn out well?

who's to say. probably won't

Do I follow through with this?

I might not. I just might not.