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May 4, 2009

How Wrong Am I?

Maybe, incredibly wrong in all these undertakings....


-Too much work
AP English, IB Theory of Knowledge, IB Economics, IB Mathematics, IB History, IB Biology, and IB Tagalog after school
Barkada Club Vice-President
SLYM activities
National Honors Society Secretary? 
Visions Club Secretary?
Choir? I wish!
Is this all too much? I know I can handle this and I really wish I could do this without any hindrance. My mother thinks that I can't handle it without sacrificing my health, but everyone else can.

-Too much familial strife
I really truly want to leave here. And no, this isn't some maarte story about how my life sucks and no one understands me. This is about keeping myself safe and staying alive. This is about keeping my sanity intact in a household where it all breaks all the time. The other side of the family is eradicated from view; does it even matter anymore? Holidays are all out the window. What is there to celebrate? The isolation. That's all that's left in the broken links we call a family

-Too much drama?
What did I do to get a pyramid half of Camille's? :D 
Kidding, sweetheart, kidding. But really! Aren't we surprised?Well, I don't know. Want me to pick one? I'm afraid that...I fell and you were right. Isn't that so corny though? Ugghhh, yes it is!

-Pressure
I don't know what else my parents want from me. A 4.7 GPA is pretty good, I hope. But not good enough?

3 common musings:

chrisquinones said...

weeeelll....that's a lot of IB.
haha if both of us make it, we can share the strife of NHS club offices together XD
don't forget: You still have your little sister. And your family at Amat too! And at SLYM!

you are totally awesome Mae-tan! Now get out there and show the world what you're made of XD

Kristine Hoang said...

aww that is alot maryanne! =) i'm sure you can handle it all! just make sure to get some resting time too so u don't crash ! haha i kinda crashed in junior year =( healthwise. but yeah, i'm sure you'll be fine as long as you find a balance! =) if u need any questions about college and such, don't be afraid to ask me! i'm always willing to help! =) LOVE you!<3

Nicole said...

you can do all this Maryanne. I know you can. you have people by your side no matter what. (: <3 youuu.