Definitely not what I aspire to be in this life or any. So, here it goes; here it goes. Three days before I get thrust into the apex of that which has taken a whole year to prepare for. Here it goes, here it goes. I am so incredibly apprehensive and studying like a blaze.
Well, got the NHS speech finished. I plan to be their secretary, but any honor of a position is fine with my :D I truly do want to be a part of this. No fear, let's get this speech said and done well. Either hit hard and deliver or go home and cower. I choose to deliver.
My head is truly feeling heavy with exhaustion. Well, almost there and then it's all over for me this year. Art is not going to exhibit this much effort. Really... I'm going insane I know it! Good thing Amat started selling coffee for us. Really, that keeps me going these days. Right now, I only get one a day. I'm thinking I should start taking two. Tonight and tomorrow night are my last cram nights. No way can I cram the night before the exam itself. Not going to risk it. Everyone told me to rest.
Sarah Cabayan told me to rest the night before; Ms. Graff told me to rest the night before; Francis told me to rest the night before; Job told me to rest the night before; Max told me to rest the night before; Ateh Kristine told me to rest the night before; The AP review books told me to rest the night before; i am going to rest the night before! haha
Tonight, maybe I can hold off until maybe 1 am. I can do it. My father is taking me to school so it won't matter. I can do this! I can ! mkay, so off to study until my head explodes. Have to read 263 pages a night, or something like that. Kay, objective cards here we go.
I'm gone...
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