How Easy

Such an easy thing to blame others, isn't it? I know that it isn't proper, but why do I feel that this time, it's warranted?

I lost someone dear to me for a reason ridiculous. Why should I let that pass? 

To lose a best friend in the blink of an eye and have her view you as not even there...that's something I have to take lying down?

No,no.

I refuses to. 

But how long must I fight a fruitless battle when the wall of defense is too great? I want to glare and kick and bite and scratch and fight back at the bonds holding me

Just lash out so I can make the difference known

Because the truth is, I don't think I'll give up

what a fool I am