Things Just Aren't the Same Anymore

Even with things sort of slowly going "back to normal" in a sense, there just isn't the same gist it always had. I don't want to be around the same everyone 24/7 it's irritating. Can't I be away from a few of you for a while without having you all get so annoyed? It's ridiculous! I can't take some of the things you say, so why do I just have to stand here and take it?
No way, that's not fair and I won't always stand for it. Sometimes, I'm just going to walk away from you. Deal with it.

AP meetings all month except for Fridays. They're tedious, take me away from people, but they're growing on me. Not as apprehensive about art anymore. I did fine on the AP practice, should do well on the real one once I study some more. AP days are a month away!! Oh my :]
The wonderful journey is almost over :]

Life is so fragile, often we forget. And that's such a loss, because we don't remember until it's too late.
On the breaking point, the verge of real tears is coming. Not the ones shed for your ridiculous drama. This is real.

Finally, dashed hopes for aspirations to save an old friend gone awry. The hand of one was outreached readily while the closer one reluctantly bent and then away. Just seconds away from the final grasp of hope, the mind diverted and didn't save.
She remains unsaved,but is it too late?