For some odd inexplicable reason, it's always fascinated me. The way that human beings enter this world solely by themselves but end up aging and then finding love all on their own. It's mind boggling the way that it works out. I don't know exactly why, but asian dramas make me happy. I suppose it does that since they outline a lot of the why that life goes and how love does or doesn't work out. It's sort of the way that a fairy tale works for us when we're little; we get intrigued with it. We start to think that that's the way life is meant to me, and then we look for it. I don't know about you guys, but I really wanted to do what Sleeping Beauty did and sing her way to captivation and then wake up and find true love in her midst; that one true love, the one that would fight through forests of thorn and slay a dragon just for me. I wanted to be brave like Mulan and fall in love without looking for it because I'd 'stay true to my heart.' I wanted to be like Snow White and stay in that sheltered place until true love chanced upon her. Cinderella, I wanted to be the right one.
There's something captivating about it, I guess. That fairy tale happy ending doesn't exist in real life, I know that. But I do know that love exists in this world. It's around us. Sometimes, it isn't true; i've seen that. Sometimes, it's good but it ends; i've seen that. Sometimes, it starts off so right and then ends up breaking; i've seen that. Sometimes, it's the right one and it turns out the way things are meant to be; i've seen that, in dramas.
Gosh, falling in love. That sounds so clich'e, and yet... :)
I'm pretty unlucky haha I end up liking silent guys. Really, they always end up like that. So quiet, so shy, so unresponsive. That's depressing since I tend to be quiet and shy shy shy. That ends up going nowhere! I wish it would turn out differently for one of these. It's unfortunate that they end up so quiet. But I try, I really do try to speak to them. And, initially, something works out but then it gets old quickly and dies. It fails.
*sigh*
Well, I don't know why that happens, but I wish it didn't. Can't I do anything???
Ahhhh, I'll never get anywhere this way. Ohkay, well...we'll see.
That's my curse: liking a Chinese guy that's really quiet.
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