It's Over

He messaged me out of the blue to cuss out  Caitlin. And the next day, he comments one of my photos randomly and calls my friend an idiot. And so, my anger reaches its peak. The red text is mine.

you're the idiot

so are you

You know what?
You're absolutely right!
I am!
You know why?
Because I let myself get played by a guy like you that was never worth my time

you are just saying that because your disappointed.
ive never harmed u or anything. i made the effort to go say hi. have u?
i even offered u my ipod.

How dare you!
I'm beyon​d disap​point​ment 
That was a long time ago.
You don'​t under​stand​.​ You never​ did. You never​ knew what happe​ned.​ Stop tryin​g to analy​ze me and play if off like you compl​etely​ under​stand​ me
I did make the effor​t and it was all for nothi​ng,​ becau​se in the end, it was nothi​ng.​ It resul​ted in nothi​ng but agony​.​
Yes, you did offer​ it. But for what?​ To try to weave​ yours​elf back into my life after​ all that?​ It was too late and it hurt more than did any good.​ You might​ have had kind inten​tions​,​ but as I've said befor​e,​ you don'​t know who you hurt.​

ur always putting so much blame on me. ur telling me its all my fault? its always me..me me me.
watabout u?
u need to make it more obvious. 

and there was never an end. be a little smarter than that

Blame? Placed upon you by me? You're audacious in claiming that when I am the only one who doesn't link Liezl with you! That's the ultimate example that shows that I don't blame you! I don't hold you accountable for Liezl in any way, I'm the only one that does when I'm told that I'm the one with the most right to do so. Don't ask me why it seems that it's all you. You're the one who always shouldered the Liezl incident. I went after you so many times. And for what? It was for nothing. You're right, there never was an end, because there was never going to be an end. It was just going to shatter me again and again until I moved. So yes, I tried. And I tried. But you wouldn't let me. IT seems to me that you couldn't make up your mind. And don't you ever dare lecture me on being smarter ever again. You have no right to lecture me on wise decisions.

ur just talkin about stuff thatll make u right. watabout other stuff? its always been darting against me..go reread the comments if u want.
nooo. def not.especially not in person. if ur telling the truth...then tell me some please.

Then bring up something that'll "make you right" Stop complaining about how I seem to be making you a victim and defend yourself then. you want an example of one time when I did? I was there at the tables, I went to you, I did. And we were discussing your Catholicism project about Mrs. Krause assigning something on the sacraments. And Alyssa left me to talk to you. You said you needed to go and get something, so you left me at your table with people I don't even know, and I was watching your stuff,too. And then you never came back. The bell rang and I waited until I would be late and you still weren't back.

oh im sorry i really am. but we were still good that time.
im saying...when we werent talking anymore..did u ever say hi to me? nah..smile? not even. i tried to say hi and did smile..but either u ignored or didnt hear it.
and i think i was late to the class too..i had some disturbances in my way while trying to get my stuff. dean i think, stupid friends fersure.and thank u for watching out for my books maryanne. i appreciate it.
but still..we were still good that time.

You wanted the truth, I'm not holding back anymore. When you left our table just like nothing, nothing. You just left without a word, it was shattering. You're right, we were good friends, and you just left. You tried explaining, but that didn't help. And you started drifting and faltering. I did try to find you, but it was too much. I was dealing with Liezl letting me go so easily, making me see how insignificant I was to her, and then you left so easily. Like it's so easy to toss me aside. And I got tired of it. I got tired of going after the people that left. And so I tried moving on, because it was too hard for me to keep forcing myself onto people. So I tried stopping. Half the time you passed me, I debated in my head what to do. The only reason I kept going past you those times was because I knew that it had to end. In a sense,maybe I tried ending it. But only because you started to leave behind. I don't need your pity.

ok I see now

That's weak. After everything, everything, all you can say is "ok i see now"? At least have some words to back up your actions.

Well, If i told you anything more...most likely it would not matter to you.

Stop assuming. You can't assume anything because you don't know me at all. Go ahead and bring it in.Bring it in so that I can tear it down. Bring in your false realities and misguided preconceptions and I'll give you a dose of reality so hard you'll think twice before you ever play games with me again.

I wasn't gonna say what you think I was gonna say.

Bring in whatever you want.
And I told you, stop assuming.
Don't you dare act like you understand me

u need to relax. please maryanne. 
ur not making anything better.
and wat do u mean bring it on? wtf. i told u i wasnt gonna say wat u think i would say(negative). more like an apology
geez maryanne.

Don't tell me to relax after continually trying to drag this out of me, you get what you want.
And pay attention, the comment is right there. I said "bring in" as in, tell me whatever example you want.

u know i'm not mean...right?

You aren't. You're just too carefree and you don't know the consequences of your actions, that's all. it's nothing major right must be wonderful to act and not feel ramifications

what is ramification?

effects

no its not wonderful

Actions speak louder than words. They scream meaning out in ways that the ears will never perceive that which only the mind can understand

thats true
thank you for telling me this maryanne.

stop with the patronizing. i've had enough i don't need your sympathy since you won't bring anything in, i will what's your deal with Caitlin anyways?

watever floats ur boat. u dont have to believe me. only God knows if im telling the truthor not. u dont. 
i didnt have anythign..until that day
she may have been a little bitchy to me before..but i just let it go.
i wasnt talking to her that day..i was talking to christina...then she starts blurting in, rudely.

Have some shame, don't bring God into this. This insignificant thing. She knows what she's doing.

do u hate to be wrong?
because i was def right..that comment
u dont know the truth of the "pityful comment"

i know whos telling her to.
shes not exactly doing whats best.

You know what I hate more? You continually trying to understand me when you obviously don't and never will. No one's telling Caitlin to act. She's acting by herself. Are you not understanding the meaning of the words "stop assuming"?

ur not replying to wat i said.
u didnt make any sense to wat i said
i was trying to understand u last comment

mmm u sure shes acting by herself? u didnt tell her anything?

When someone speaks to you, it doesn't matter what they say since you won't understand.  

And now how dare you accuse me of instilling those actions into her! Now you really need to stop assuming anything about me or my thinking. If you really think that I would ever put someone up to that, then you will never understand what kind of person I am. That's insulting. I've never been so insulted before in my life.

im not intentionally trying to insult u! damn

and i was askin it in a polite way! damn it

You know what? Enjoy your life. You have a good time doing whatever it is that you do, just leave me out of it. I'm sick and tired of having my past keep returning. You will never fully understand the consequences of your actions, and it's just how it is. Liezl and I aren't best friends anymore, we aren't friends. We don't even act like we know each other anymore. I'm not blaming that on you, because you didn't do anything, But she's gone and nothing is going to change that. So no matter how many times you try to shoulder anything, it doesn't make a difference. So just leave it alone because it only makes it worse for me. You don't know what it's like to walk through the halls past someone that you cherished knowing that she hates your guts. And the reason that my friends don't like you isn't anyone's fault. It just happened. They know how I was so depressed over losing Liezl and how you just left. They knew how bad it was for me. But they knew I wasn't mad at anyone when I should be. My friends are doing what a good friend does, defending me because I don't have the will to do it. I don't care whatever else you need to bring in, I don't care anymore. Just keep walking. This must be the trillionth time I've tried moving on, because every time I tried, you shattered it. I'm keeping Liezl out of my life, my memories. And now, you.