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I don't really know what I want to do about things right now. Whether or not to leave them be or do something. All I do know even now is that I still want change. So badly right now, it's overwhelming. Hopefully, I'll have the strength to do it and won't let my shyness get in the way. Tomorrow is Tuesday, and it's a good day. I have Confirmation and I'll see him for sure. Time to work up the nerve to talk to him properly this time. I hope God helps me.