I'm Back...

... to my old happy self! I know I might have said this (note:see previous 2 posts) but it's really true. I'm not going to be sad about what I can't rectiy anymore, and if it does get bad, I'll do what I always do and hide it well, just like old times. As morbid as it may seem, I am very happy actually. Rain as it may,I'll have a smile on my face, no matter how hard I shiver!
I'm incredibly happy for no apparent reason, just that I can't always be sad. I've been happy since this Sunday or Monday?

So Confirmation. Well, it's not why I am happy, but it boosted my mood sort of. He keeps looking in my direction, and that's not one of those illusionistic thing that happens when you like someone, even his friend that knows I like him has pointed that out. But, I don't know, he just...I don't know. But, I spoke to him for once. We were all playing Sardines as an activity, so at like 9 pm we were running around the Church, freezing! haha The person hid in the youth room, and the guy I like and my best guy friend were sitting back to back in the chairs, I sat cross legged in between them and my best guy friend started saying "Oh, what do you know" and indicated for me to do something. So, I finally could. The guy I like was just in shorts and a T-shirt, and not even freezing! I asked him if he wasn't cold and he nods and says not reallly.
I know, I'm stupid, for actually caring. But I'm a super shy girl that never would talk to someone that I like, so it was a step for me, and on the last class for the year since it's break. Small strides :)*sigh* Darn it, he's so quiet and shyer than me though -_-
Yes! It's almost gift giving Friday :]
I love this season!! and I am wrapping gifts right now,too. I have lots of homework, but I shall manage.
School is fine, still talking a lot to the Korean and Chinese transfer guys :] I try to be a good friend even though I hear people gossip about it, and all sorts of "hidden meanings" behind everything. Gossipers only get a kick out of the moment anyways, I'm just trying to me a good friend and talk to them since many don't. It's all good. I'm giivng them both candy for Christmas :]
I got an e-mail from an old best friend that I haven't seen since fourth grade when she transferred. I've gotten more Asian music. STill no internet until Christmas.
Ah,well. I am happy! Love you all :]