You Must Be One Heck of a Person

Where is the audacity in any of this? 

Where did anyone ever acquire the nerves that they have to stand up and be like this?

What made us think that we were all so "full of it"?

Shoots. I'm just as guilty as anyone.

I don't know where it comes from: all this pent up frustration. I really should be ashamed of myself, you know?

But it's terrible. I don't know where to place myself. I am sick and tired of people stepping over the shy girl that won't speak up for herself. I am sick and tired of being treated like a little child because i apparently am not seen as old enough. 

well, i try, i really try to make myself look responsible. but it just doesn't seem enough.

but i want to be fair, too. and i want to fix things but people in this household are so stubborn. is this the only way?

but i know fighting back isn't right, even in the small and verbal ways.

it is a losing battle that slowly makes me a worse and worse person. 

i don't want to be a beezy overnight.

can't we all just work this out?