What I have Been Doing Lately

Lately, things have been toning themselves down and picking up in other parts of life that were boring. Maybe, that makes absolutely no sense, but I don't see how it should matter when people don't understand half the words I use anyways -_- What's a few misguided concepts going to do then? The last Barkada meeting went unexpected. Camille ,Chris, and Lambert showed up even though they aren't e-board. Who cares? We ended early at Starbucks so we all decided to just walk up to Jamba Juice and I manage to almost trip over myself. My clutziness has yet to leave me. I got in a little trouble for that after, but what can you do. I felt bad that everyone waited for me before going on to Target. I really do hate being treated like I'm a little kid by my parents so there are things that need to change this year. I didn't like how mom said I'm so difficult when I do every little request she makes of me, I give her perfection, and I do everything she demands of me. She's going to have a harder time when Angelyn gets to my age. Angelyn and I aren't alike in the least. She fights back and doesn't like being stepped on; I just take it lying down and cry about it internally. 

I've been on aim with Eunice extensively lately. Normally, I don't like using aim anymore. It just bugs me, but it's her so I want to talk to her. She makes me feel special the way that she says it's different when she's talking to me. I don't care if I hear that a lot it still is significant to me. Thank you for always listening to what I consider problems when they are probably just not. 

John and Earl both make me laugh. They have different personalities but sometimes they don't even know how alike they can be hahahaha I like texting those two. 

So Camille came over on...Monday? Yeah. Something always goes down when she comes over, either for me or for her. You did the right thing, I love you. Don't even worry. I need to read that book that she left for me. 'What's Eating Gilbert Grape?' I think it's called. I don't even know where it went. I think it's on the table by the laptop where worked on your honors english homework. Hmmm.... I'll read it when I finish my history homework, kay? Promise. You know I never let you down when it comes to this or anything. I do miss Theresa May. She's still in Chicago having fun with the family. I can't wait til you get back and we can do a FOB movie day or something at your house with just us 4. We need to hang just us 4 this summer. Seriously. I miss our deep conversations in text. Like I said 'I am totally against it happening, but the second you approve of it is the second I say ohkay.' Same goes for Camille, I asked her :D Stay safe until you get back. Caitlin Anne's got guts! But we all knew that right, LB? Whatever goes down, you're involved because you loveeee us 3. A pacifist like me isn't going to be able to do much if anything goes down. I read you're blog and you're right. We don't know what's going to happen or how big it'll get.

I went to bed at 11 last night yet fell asleep after 1. I just lie in bed and can't sleep it's so terrible. Dad slept at 5 am watching the funeral of Cory Aquino. That's insane when I told him I had to be at Amat at 10. So I wake at 9 and I'm just getting ready and 9:45 comes and Angelyn forces me up the stairs to wake him since she is so scared to do it herself. I just slammed drawers around and he woke up and was ohkay with it and yeah he drove me there and got there are 10:10. But Chris took forever to get to Amat so I had to wait half an hour before he did get there to go and get my schedule. We ended up seeing Earl and John,too haha John in is slippers still. Right, so yeah pretty much I had someone to talk to for both lines since Dad never goes down with me and I end up doing everything for myself. Yet they still treat me like a kid? Hmmm... I'm glad it's all AP but sad I didn't end up having Shakespeare since me and Chris both signed up for it. I guess it conflicts with my AP US. Freaking dang. He didn't tell me all the science electives I listed last were the ones he listed first. Freaking dang, again...

So schedules. Yup. 

Homeroom- Ms. Syroboyarsky (Again, dude)

Period 1- Sacraments - Kasilag (YEESSS!!!) 

Period 2- Beginning Office - Wei (I wanted Shakespeare, dude)

Period 3- AP English- Goulding (Yeeee)

Period 4- Honors Math Analysis - Kelly (dang)

Period 5- Spanish III - Blanco (Yeeeee)

Period 6- AP Biology- Wild (not Di Fiori???)

Period 7- AP US History- Woolsey (yeee)

*Random Tidbits on My Mind

I'm kind of sad that I wasn't with 96 SLYMers at the Beach Bonfire last Friday, but that's life right? Yeah, I suppose so.

*Wilson borrowed my AP Bio book, so instead of finishing on Friday I guess I will on Wednesday when I get it back. That's ohkay.

*AP US homework is almost done. It's boring but doable. Yeee, Rod and Danzel. We can finish we can we can!

*I've been on a myspace lull lately. Facebook is fun but I only just want to go online to talk to Nicole. Maybe when school starts and I don't have time to go on is when I will want

*Yeee, I'm a twitter whore in rehab. Yeah, didn't realize I tweeted so much when I got sick. I'm toning them down to meaningful tweets that sound like they could come from a book. Yeah

*Nicole! Let's make house plans next weekend, yes??

*I want to go to Alyssa's tomorrow 

*Eunice, here's your shout out!