...tired, sleepy. But no crash yet. That doesn't come until later, much much later. I've been down this path before.
Honestly, I don't feel tired yet, but maybe I should. I just want to sleep for ages and ages without being left behind. I want to sleep without time moving past me. I want to stop time. Can you do that for me tonight?
Happy. I'm insanely happy.
I don't think this roller coaster is going to change though: I hate coming home, it's so much better when I'm not home.
Plans, let's make them! Let's act up on this thing called youth and kick start things into distraction.
Everything is culminating right before my very eyes. It's in my hands, yet somehow out of it. I chose it, yet I didn't know what was going to happen. I've been anticipating for months yet still am going to be taken by surprise. This journey is going to be insane.
Lately, my thoughts are so jumbled.
'Did you fall for a shooting star?'
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