For All I Care: A Proper Farewell

These are my caheirs de doleances

You can be as pale as a ghost for all I care

You can use so much bleach on yourself you burn skin for all I care

You can use foreign Oriental powders til you flake for all I care

You can cake your face with make-up for all I care

You can pay $25+ every 3 weeks for your bangs for all I care

You can crimp and curl and wave and burn your hair away for all I care

You can throw away your dignity for all I care

You can sell yourself away for all I care

You can be free for any price online for all I care

You can pine after him til kingdom come for all I care

You can lose yourself for all I care

You can be ashamed of your identity for all I care

You can act as young as you want to for all I care

You can be as much of a rich ____ for all I care

You can stare as long as you want for all I care

You can try as hard as you want for all I care

You can pretend nothing happened for all I care

You can act like we were never best friends for all I care

You can act like we were never friend for all I care

You can act like we never even met for all I care

You can brush off mentions of me for all I care

You can sit there in your fourth period Spanish class and pretend that you don't hear them asking you about me for all I care

You can walk without looking back for all I care

You can delete text for all I care

You can be an Asian POSER for all I care

You can PRETEND to not be Filipino for all I care

You can FAKE being Korean for all I care

You can get laid again online for all I care

You can be as desperate as you want for all I care

You can be a liar for all I care

You can be fake for all I care

You can change your name for all I care

You can change your ethnicity for all I care

You can change your gender for all I care

You can have your skirt as short as you want for all I care

You can learn as much asian as you can for all I care

You can pretend to be talented for all I care

You can learn for all I care

You can shun them for all I care

You can be as young and carefree as you want for all I care

You can keep this charade forever for all I care

You can hide from me forever for all I care

You can be as lame and hurtful as you want for all I care

You can be as immature as you want for all I care

You can hold a grudge for all I care

You can laugh for all I care

You can hate for all I care

You can steal from me for all I care

You can pretend to not know for all I care

You can feign ignorance for all I care

You can be an idiot for all I care

You can be gone for all I care

You can stay gone for all I care

But let me tell you what you can't do anymore.

You can't weave your way back into my heart anymore

You can't be my best friend anymore

You can't make me cry anymore

You can't make me lose myself anymore

You can't make me feel guilt anymore

You can't make me heavy with remorse anymore

You can't wrack my heart with emotional pain anymore

You can't make me restless anymore

You can't be the reason that I lie awake late at night and think about my evil anymore

You can't make me question God anymore

You can't make me look back anymore

You can't stop me from holding my head high anymore

You cant stop me from laughing anymore

You can't cause my laughter to cease when I walk past you anymore

You can't strike fear into my heart whenever I catch sight of you ahead of me anymore

You can't make me curse whenever I see you in my line of sight anymore

You can't make me wild with impatience anymore

You can't make me fly into blind rages anymore

You can't make me sad all the time anymore

You can't make me look back anymore

You can't have any more blog posts about how I miss you and drive me to tears anymore

You can't make me reminisce anymore

You can't drive me up the wall anymore

You can't dominate my life anymore

Liezl...good riddance