ohhhh,love.

I haven't updated this amazingly forsaken blog in the longest time ever. i appreciate this thing so much not just because it's mine, but because i have poured my heart out into this for as long and as much as i wanted.i got to say anything i wanted and it let me. i could go on and on for as long and as much as i wanted and it let me. i could leave and come back as little or as often as i wanted and it let me. i think , i shall revert to this and slowly print my entries from day 1. i want a testimony to my growth. and i want to see if i can still write as well as i once could, i want to see if i have grown out of that legacy i was once credited to have. i want to see if i still have the charisma and the charm to be able to write that novel, the one that would shake the ages and bring society down onto its knees in a manner that causes them to cower to the printed word the way that they did but a century ago to muck rackers and gutter journalism. i want that immortalization.

on the plus side, he's almost back :) heart skipped a beat when i saw that call of his. i didn't pay attention to my phone since i didn't expect him and i was so happy when i saw his name. yeeeee, this makes me happy. so happy i can not muse properly. there is a lot going on in my head, lots of happy thoughts :)

hello, once more, my beautiful blogspot blog. you and i shall become reacquainted, it has been far, far too long and progress should know no bounds among old friends.